Oldness!!

sorry about the lack of blogging!!!any hoo!!
lately i've been down, i mean i should be excited as today it is 9 weeks until Christmas, which i love!!but that means that in 9 weeks i will be 18 and i am petrified about being old!!!not that 18 is old, but everything that comes with it!! next Christmas i might be in a different part of the
country with people i dont know yet and that upsets me a little!!
when i was younger, Christmas was spent with the whole family and i loved it, sharing toys with my cousins, who i now dont see much because they too have grown up and one by one now have new families of their own!!
it hasn't been the same since my nan died and my auntie was put in a home as their house was the central place where we would all go, but now i only see some people because its their birthday and i miss them.
it's also upsetting as it also means that college is almost finished, it sounds silly but there is only a few months left and they are flying by!! its sad because i have made some amazing friends there and i love them all so much that it is so sad that we will all be apart this time next year!!!
So i have had my little rant and feel no better about my age, but i plan to enjoy the time i have with my friends, have the best party for my birthday with the amazing friends i have and i am sorry for being so depressing!!!
Hopefully i will write again soon and make blogging more regular!!!
Love to you all!
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Quickie Blog!!!

things are happenin so fast!!
first exams have finished, which is a very good thing,
as i was major stressed!!
second, simone is back tomorrow and we must make sure she
never leaves again!!!
third, james and natalie get married on friday,
which is amazin, it will be a gr8 party!!
can't w8 to start the coach songs!!!
then on saturday morning at 6.20 i will be catching
a very important coach in dudley to take me to Heathrow
airport where i will fly to New York City baby!!!
then on tuesday i will fly to Miami and start the tanning!!
im glad rob had a good time in belarus and becky in the
philippines (think thats how its spelt)!!
my aunti is still in hospital and is not really getting any better!!
you have no idea how much work i have to finish this week before
i leave, it is ridiculus!!
i just want to say how disappointed i am about england, unfairly
crashing out of the world cup & i hope no 1 wins it now, impossible
i know but miracles do happen!!!
i blarted like a baby when my beloved captain resigned & now we will
probably be stuck with John Terry!!!
who do u think shud be captain??? let me know!!!!
must go, it's nearly break time!!
love you all loads and loads
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Dreams n Stuff!!!

its scary, study leave starts in 3 more college weeks,
at least iv gots easter to revise, im gonna need it!!!
and my exams finish the day before the world cup starts
so thats good!!!
i keep avin really wierd dreams, some av really creeped
me out. in one i was bein stalked by some old guy who
had strangled like 6 other girls n i could feel sum1 watchin
me. another one was when Janice and Becky set up a stall
in Dudley to raise money for Beck's trip. then in another one
me, Claire, Diane n Ste was in church makin laminated cards
for every word in the dictionary. i also dreamt that Ben Mitchell
from Eastenders died after being run over. then the other night i
dreamt one of my best friends was killed and it really upset me
summet awful!!!
iv felt a bit crap lately n things seemed to be goin wrong,
but then i snapped out of it on Saturday when i decided to
do some R.S. revision for New Testament, so i watched the
whole of Jesus of Nazareth n i got very emotional n started
screamin at the t.v. which is always fun, n i realised that
iv got no reason to be unhappy coz iv got Jesus with me!!!
and it did help with revision!!!
goin out friday night with my peeps from keddies, it'll be great
fun, especially with Kirsten and Scott, and Kirsty in a hyper
mood!!!
if possible id like u 2 pray 4 Tara who had an operation on Monday
to remove some cancerous moles, so just that she'll recover ok!!!
thats all iv really got time to say right now, hopefully i'll be able to
blog more frequently!!!
loves ya loads
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WOO!!MJs back!!!

well, oh dear, i aint blogged in ages!!!
robs started bloggin agen yay!!
i finished my Johnny Depp book today!!
its like a part of my life has just gone!!
i get my exam results two weeks tomorrow,
im so nervous!!im dreadin it!!not good!!
so much has happened, my auntie is gettin
better slowly, she is startin to walk agen!!
its been two years today since my nan died,
i miss her so much!!
JCs was coolio on saturday, but i wasnt in the
mood for boogiein as i was just not!!!lol!!
i believe congrats r necessary 4 ste n j9 and
lil baby parkes!!my word ow scary!!!!
i went to london 4 the first time yesterday,
to the V & A museum, it was fun, but not gettin
to college 4 7:00 in the mornin!! never agen!!
i also goin 2 madrid in October!! woo!!!
i also have my bridesmaid dress fitted couple
o weeks ago, its sooooooo pretty, im sooo excited,
the woman fittin it was impressed coz i have a waist,
wateva excites ya!!!!!
ten months until my 18th birthday and party!!
then il be boogiein!!!
happy birthday to Amy yesterday, hope u ad a fab day
happy birthday to Kelly today and Sophie next week,
lookin forward to the chinese on saturday nite!!!!!
i did my key skills presentation on the last day of last
half term, it was freakin scary, but i passed so woo!!!
thats pretty much all thats happened, in a short version,
so cheerio old chaps, ill be seein yall around!! stay cool
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Where did Christmas go?

it's not fair i cannot believe how fast this holiday has gone and now
i have to go back to college tomorrow!!
i am so not lookin forward to it, 1 week tomorrow i got my sociology
exam and 2 weeks tomorrow i got my r.s. exam!!! im nervous!!!
since my last blog, im now old!!!but had loads of fun at laser quest etc
and i was glad that most people were there!!!
then there was the great day that was kath and rich's wedding!!
i got to boogie all night, it was fun tryin to teach ste the dance to
saturday night!!!
christmas was fun, had lots of prezzies!!!iv started havin drivin lessons,
i aint that bad!!!
new years was good too!!!we had a lil party at mine!!and again i got
to boogie all night!!
my aunte is still really ill and is now in hospital, which is good, but she
is bein a bit neglected in there!!i went to see her the other day with my
mom and i could not believe the drastic change in her, she has lost so
much weight! but she was a bit better, but today my mom and dad went
to see her and they said she had got worse again!!!
not bin the best christmas as my cousin craig was put in hospital on
christmas eve as he has got pneu monia,
and it was sad because he missed his daughter, ellie,
opeinin her prezzies on christmas mornin for the first time!!!
i went to see narnia the other day wi rob and i cried pretty much all the
way thru!!
i havent seen u all for so long and i miss u all loads, an i dont no wen i will
see ya all!! so il be thinkin of you all and all the times weve had together
over the last year and look forward to all the good ones this year!!wow how
soppy am i??!!
see you all soon, and i love you all loads and loads!!!
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Ramblin On!!

oh my word!!!
time is scarely goin fast!!
December usually goes really slow, just coz we get to have a choccy
every day n its both my birthday and christmas in a matter of days!!
as soon as college and school finishes, the time speeds up like theres
no tomorrow!!
im gonna moan about the buses now!!!
me, aimee and claire was on time waitin for a bus this morning at
8.45 and no bus came til 9.15,
then we got into dudley and the first bus to stourbridge was already goin,
but then another one was leavin early and it shut its doors on me and claire,
which really peed us off!!
then when the bus that was supposed to come at 9.36 didnt come
til quarter to!!
we was suppoesed to be in at 10.05, and we got there at quarter past!!
luckily my teacher was at the dentist and didnt get in til 10.25!!
but poor claire didnt get let int her lesson!!!its so mean!!
in r.s today we watched a video about proving that Jesus existed!!
it was a good piece of footage!!
and my friend Sophie, who isnt a christian and me
and my other friend Tara who
is a christian keep on talkin to about church etc,
thought it as really interesting, which hearing her say that makes it all
seem worth while!!
i got my first drivin lesson at 10.00 on my birthday!!
im so nervous and will probably end
up crashin the car or summet wierd!!!
delirious tomorrow night and its gonna rock!!
some peeps from college are goin to so thats cool!!
i just wanna say thanx to Janine for talkin to me on friday nite
and listenin to me moan about stuff!!
and claire and emily who are always talkable!!
and to laura for givin me the big chocolate!!
im still confused about how she got that in my hood
without me feelin it!!!
im still waitin for rob to get my birthday off!!!clocks tickin dude!!!
and im gonna miss ste at laser quest,
who has the best cheeks in the world btw!!!
strictly come dancin final on saturday!!
DARREN TO WIN!!he wont, but it would be nice!!
i hope Colin wins, not Zoe, silly moo!!
n i hope Journey South win X Factor!!
well iv rambled on for long enough now!!
good luck to everyone in the dancin on Saturday,
the church dancin not the BBC version!!
and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
love you all loads and loads and loads!!
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Hi People

im in form now, filling in forms about how i learn best and profiling!! its as fun as it sounds!! im so looking forward to laser quest!! not only is it my birthday but i get to spend it with all my friends and thats great!!! only ste, whose still comin for food after!!! and rwj, who hasnt got the day off at the mo!!:( its gonna be fun though!!!claires my human shield!!!hehe!! iv just got one request: i want people to pray for my auntie coz shes really ill and shes been ill for quite a while, and know its kinda got worse, but shes a freak and wont get help!! so jst pray that she will get help and that she will be ok!!! thanks to all of ya!!your all great in ur own way and you all mean so much to me, and its this time of year that u realise who ur friends are and how many uv got, mainly coz u realise u dont have enough money to spend on them all!!! good luck to everyone whose in come dancing!! its gonna be great and ul all be fab!! looking forward to delirious as well!! we will av a good laugh!!! loves ya all lots!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx